4:16 in the afternoon in the summer of my 52nd year
I’m lying on the bed in the heat wondering about geometry
and the deafening, uninterrupted volume of desire
bellows, roars mournfully, laments
like a starling that has flown into glass.
These are two things that I want to remember permanently:
The dog straining diagonally after the hare at dusk last night
And the glittering disco sky.
I am no longer afraid of being misunderstood when I state
the old men’s febrile gadgetry—
I don’t buy it.
What suits me better is to stargaze or to lie in stylish baths.
Now it’s time to return to the sex of my thinking.
How long do I get?
A fly moves across the pages of an open book
The pages are quivering
I want stimulants, relaxants, hallucinogens
—I’m not good at order.
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